Saturday, August 30, 2008

HOLIDAY? PERHAPS

So the media reported less than 24 hours ago that the situation in Bangkok has worsened due to the political Thai crisis and guess what? I am flying there in about 3hrs time. First thing first, i didn't even know that the protest began on Tuesday and things got bad yesterday. I mean like Thailand has always been in the midst of thier unresolved political upheaval since like let me see 2, 3 years ago and the media loves blowing things out of proportion. I was more worried about the impending storm that would supposedly hit Thailand somewhere between September and October, not to forget my immense fear of flying but i have got my drowsy pills ready and i do certainly hope that they would perform thier duty this time. From what my Thai friends told me, the situation in Bangkok city itself is not even affected by the mob. But i was thinking if the prime minister declares a state of emergency.......

I don't even know what would happen except for that i would miss my internship and that's terrible. Gotta run, keep safe everyone! Toodles :)









Thursday, August 28, 2008

AWAITING A MIRACLE

Dear God,

There's only this much that i am able to achieve & accomplish, if i depend solely on myself. And right now, after the past few weeks of torment and pure agony, when i thought that everything would come to an end so that i can heave a sigh of relief, another burden comes along. It just never ends, a hurdle after a hurdle, an obstacle after an obstacle. But i believe that this time would be just like other times, where you have been working in your own ways, giving me strength to carry on, turning the worst situations around where i thought all hope's lost. I am amazed at your grace and love because i know that by my own efforts which are weak, i will not be able to come thus far. And so even at a point in time as such, where i have abandoned my hopes & dreams somewhere along the way, i cannot let my faith in you falter. You work in ways we cannot see and I have experienced your miraculous works in my life. Whatever the outcome may be, good or bad, i know i have done my very best and its time to let you take over and take charge of the situation. Your grace & love will see me through it all. Amen

Friday, August 22, 2008

MYRIAD HARBOUR

Along a certain alley,winding down an unknown street, lies a secret haven -Bravissimo
Like Alice in Wonderland, i found myself in a place so foreign yet so familiar with a feeling of déjà vu encompassing me. The surreal complexities of my dream were far beyond comprehension as i stood there in awe. Never in my wildest imagination did i expect to chance upon a vicinity that sparked a concoction of emotions while the sky and sea blended together in perfect harmony. Maybe its the country, maybe i was being cooped up for way tooo long, it must be it. Death Race tonight, a break away from all the information overload & examination stress.

TGIF








Thursday, August 14, 2008

SUNRISE

Caffeine oh Caffeine, you robbed me of my beauty sleep...

Note to self: Banned from drinking tea, or anything that contains the above harmful substance before bedtime ever again.

One word: disastrous. I have a very important revision lecture at 9am and its 6am at present.
"1 sheep, 2 sheeps, 3 sheeps...white & fluffy, the wolf appears." Not effective, i digress too much . Then i tried to work out the steps involved in falling asleep. Step 1: close eyes. Step 2: what's step 2? Forget it, so i think black, like pitch black because thats always the last thing i remember before dozing off. But my mind will switch to startup mode and i wonder is this how i usually fall asleep? Trust me, i am on the verge of hypnotising myself, knocking myself out with the flowervase, gobsmack. Guess i shall live to see the sunrise just for today. Heading to the pool now, yes at 6am. Insomnia drives one crazy...

A Trip to the Museum




































Tuesday, August 12, 2008

BACK TO BASICS

An empty bed & unanswered phone calls




same old me with heavier eyebags.
gd night :)