Monday, June 29, 2009
IN HIS HANDS
Someone just told me I got to get my foothold back in life because I am just wandering aimlessly as of now. Someone else asked me where was the Sherilyn he once knew that had an Oomph for life. Honestly, I don't know. It might seem as though I have everything going right for me. And what I have many people don't so I should learn how to count my blessings right? Indeed I am very thankful for everything that I have. But something inside is constantly nudging at me, and somehow the path that has been so perfectly laid out isn't what I truly want. I haven't been genuinely happy for a long time. The kind of happiness that arises from deep within, from knowing the direction that you are headed towards is exactly your heart's desire no matter how arduous it might be. But I can't seem to find the strength I need. Even when it boils down to the next step that I could possibly take to rid myself of how I am feeling right now, I don't even have the courage to step out. It's the stability, being in my own comfort zone, familiarity, that I am unable to shake off. So at times when I feel that I am losing myself, I run away. But escaping is not a solution. It never was. Then what is? I can't seem to find it.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
THE WORLD IS A LIVING COMIC
Hi I am Shelly and I live on the clouds with the birds and the stars. Cupid is my best friend but I don't usually see him; he's quite busy trying to bring THE right one to all these humans and he has to answer to his boss, Fate. I heard this Human bunch can be quite fussy, choosy, blind and complicated.
The story goes on, but I shall stop here. Am just being bored and there's nothing much going on in my life right now because I am still zonked and my everyday doesn't seem real. It feels as if I am sleeping when I am going about my pretty much routined life and while I am sleeping, my dreams WOW me more than when I am awake. Getittttt? No. Even I don't get it. Decided to step into town awhile ago and just a little observation here. The number of gorgeous people are increasing exponentially over the years. Stick figures too. Ah, very depressing not that life itself is a joke already. What happened? Plastic surgery? I thought beauty was supposed to be skin deep. Right. So D was reading the Economist and I asked isn't that boring. Answer was No, it's very funny because you read about the world being so fucked up. Hah. What an answer.
Taipei Day 3
We eat this everyday. Best barbecued food I ever tasted.
The story goes on, but I shall stop here. Am just being bored and there's nothing much going on in my life right now because I am still zonked and my everyday doesn't seem real. It feels as if I am sleeping when I am going about my pretty much routined life and while I am sleeping, my dreams WOW me more than when I am awake. Getittttt? No. Even I don't get it. Decided to step into town awhile ago and just a little observation here. The number of gorgeous people are increasing exponentially over the years. Stick figures too. Ah, very depressing not that life itself is a joke already. What happened? Plastic surgery? I thought beauty was supposed to be skin deep. Right. So D was reading the Economist and I asked isn't that boring. Answer was No, it's very funny because you read about the world being so fucked up. Hah. What an answer.
Taipei Day 3
We eat this everyday. Best barbecued food I ever tasted.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
L IS NOT A MAYBE THING
After a good whole 16 days, I am finally back from Europe. Very very exhausting cause we were travelling to new cities either every 2 days or the next day. First stop was Rome for 3 days and well I don't exactly fancy that city plus I got bitten by some weird species of insects which have left really nasty scars all over my legs and I have to go visit the dermatologist coming Monday to get rid of them. Next was Florence to vist Pisa then fell in love with Venice. Scooted down to Milan but didn't really have much time to shop since we were there for only a day and then off we were to Switzerland-Lucern. Gorgeous place especially when we went way high up to the mountains which was brrrr-ing cold at -3 degrees and I was insufficiently clothed. Silly me thought how can it be that cold when it's summer but obviously we were like a million billion trillion metres high up of course it would be freezingly cold! Next destination we all adoreeeeeee, PARIS!!! 10 hours in the coach okay no kidding. Will post up pictures of the eiffel tower next time round, its magnificent but not that fantastic when you actually see it. Last stop was London. The H&M and Topshop outlets were huge like 3-4 storeys one whole building kinda enormous that it made me dizzy and I gave up shopping, for real!
I am still quite jet lagged and Saturday doesn't feel like a Saturday. I don't feel like me anymore. Oh and Happy 19th Birthday Manda :)))
Taipei Day 2 - Shilin & loads of yummy food
I am still quite jet lagged and Saturday doesn't feel like a Saturday. I don't feel like me anymore. Oh and Happy 19th Birthday Manda :)))
Taipei Day 2 - Shilin & loads of yummy food
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
MIDNIGHT SHIFT
Taipei Day 1
XiMenDing
At Dinner
Awwwwwww
Events at Room 18 which is one of the most happening clubs in Taipei.
So happened that we attended Episode 4 heeheehee so kinky la
Alcohol can taste so nice and look so cute ok!
Male Strippers only for the LADIES no kidding, they are Sizzling HOTTTTTT
OoOOo someone got picked up by 2 Taiwanese Chicks
Our first Taiwanese girlfriend; people there are soooo friendly
Looking at the pictures, I really miss travelling with those 2 silly boys and Taipei but I am only at Day 1. Okay I know I take like forever to upload pictures, I still have so many albums which I have yet to upload. So this is my last post before I go on a short hiatus because I am flying off to EUROPE tmr!!!! Wheeeeee. Hello Chanel, Prada, LV, Hermes and cute caucasian boys (the young ones duh). And I have trouble packing AGAIN. But I feel like pulling my hair out this time because I am suffering from a waldrobe malfunction. Realized that I don't really have that many new clothes left, and I need more and and everything is so last season (not that I catch up with fashion trends) but to put it simply, O.L.D & B.O.R.I.N.G. Plus I am getting fat. I mean seriously if you are skinny you would look good in anything right? Emergency call for new clothes, new face new body but that can wait, Europe first. My luggage is exploding with clothes I don't even know whether would be suitable for the current weather in Europe.
To chase away the Monday Blues, I decided to attend Serenity's Anniversary event at Vivo with my 2 partners in crime, B & N and a whole bunch of others and OMG it was FUN beyond FUN. We were all tipsy by like what? 9.30! Record High man. Free flow of drinks woohoo. People were falling all over each other, lying drunk on the floor getting stripped, choochoo train. B went to steal the toilet sign and hid it underneath his shirt and we endedup running all over Vivo at 1am because the cleaners were chasing after us. Honestly, I haven't done anything so crazy for a long time and I laughed my way home with B&N. (Couldn't stop laughing even when I got home). Yay gonna meeet Mister C. soon so see ya when I get back :)))))
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