SHE ASKED HIM TO STAY

The waves came crashing down,

emotionless, she lay there astound.

Where art thou, for fear so speaks,

and true indeed for him she seeks.

For this first love she can't forget,

but yet again they can't go back.

Blind her eyes, and stab her deep,

for the pain she feels can never beat

her broken heart and forlorn soul

"Take me away" she pleads him so,

for it is him that makes her whole.

She aint lovin no other, she told him so.

WE FIGHT WE BREAK UP WE KISS WE MAKE UP

Blondie moment #163: Walking in town with one black heel on the left foot and red heel on the right foot

And i didn't even notice until little Miss V pointed it out to me. How Embarrassing!!! Few more days which will mark the end of internship and a fresh new start to school. Before all these can even take place, i have to meet my biggest crush first. And i haven't even gotten tickets. Eeejit.
So right now after getting what i thought i would want which i thought will make me a happier person, i am not happy because i want something else i know i won't be able to get easily. But then again, if i get that something which i thought i won't be able to get easily, i won't be happy as well because i would have laid eyes on something more challenging & thrilling and i would make that new target my goal. Honestly, i do not know what am i talking about exactly, but i really enjoyed the conversation i had just now with a certain someone. It's been way toooo long and i know deep down i would never be able to communicate on that same level with anyone else or even feel that fuzzy wuzzy tingling sensation ever.

FRIENDS. A simple word which actually holds different meanings to it.

Cupcakes & Cookies makes S a very happy girl :)

HOLD ME CLOSER JUST FOR AWHILE LONGER

How can two very incompatible, star-crossed lovers feel so strongly for each other yet can never be together and how can two very compatible persons feel no connection or whatsoever with each other.......

Many a times, i find myself to be in self-denial because i would rather believe what i choose to believe in rather what my heart truely feels. The mind is conditioned to think in a certain viewpoint that would form a chamber to protect the fragile soul beneath, and as a result i end up spinning a web of complications. Loving someone is as simple as courting suicide, that is why lovers are often known to be fools. But would you rather be a fool in love or someone who is too cowardly to fall in love all over again?

I miss those times you used to hold me in your arms, look me deep into the eye, and kiss me goodnight. I would give up everything just to feel this way with you again.

IF I HAD 3 WISHES, I WOULD WISH FOR A HUNDRED MORE

I wish my Fairy Godmother would appear now, turn the pumpkin into a carriage, mice into horses, pyjamas into a gown and my Ken doll into Prince Charming who would be waiting for me at the Castle. Tell me again why do i not believe in fairytales yet dream of them so often. But then again everyone loves Disney; i love Disney & Disneyland & Barbie. OMG i need to grow up, but yet i do not wanna grow up so soon. Adults are boring, and they think too much not that i don't think too much because i do and it's not a good thing. 18 is a good age to remain at, and i am dreading the day i turn 19 which is pretty soon to start with. Sidetracking, keep your friends close but your enemies closer. How true! Especially with superficial friendships or evil scheming girlfriends. Who can you really trust at the end of the day?

All in the name of FUN, good night :)

One Fine Day....








Children's Day @ The Singapore Flyer

Breakfast @ Jones

Sunflower and a yellow balloon :))))

JADED

Finally back. I realised i have been leaving this space unattended for weeks but seriously the past 2 weeks plus or so had been one hell lot of DRAMA that it felt as though half a year had whizzed by. I can't even remember how certain things started, how other things ended. But all i can say is even with the end of complications, new ones arises. And then again, the world is complicated itself already and i am warped in every single way. Other than that aside, i am partying way too much. Alcohol is a depressant, my new best friend. Things have changed, and i am still adapting, trying to find myself in a sea of confusion.

Everyone's so jaded these days, what happened to finding happily ever after or never.