HELLO 2009

2009 is just a couple of hours away and i am finally back from Winter Wonderland. Out of the 8 days there, it only snowed on my birthday and that was the best birthday present ever because
when i was a little girl, i always wished that it would start snowing on my birthday. Did i mention that snow flakes are soooooooooooo pretty, i wanted to bring them home. Christmas was spent at the amusement park and i couldn't stop laughing at how the boys there sounded when they screamed. Gosh i wish my holiday didn't have to end that soon, it was FantaBulous with a Capital F and B. After coming back, we left again for a short cruise trip and i only got back yesterday morning. To my utter horror, i found out that i have 2 tests next week, 1 report submision by this friday and another one by next monday. How screwed am i. My first New Year resolution will be getting my priorities right and locking myself up for the next 2 months. New Year Party tonight but i am still contemplating whether to go or to spend the New Year with my books. Sigh.

This morning, 'I' drove by and passed me a parcel that left me speechless :)
So this birthday i had 2 very awesome presents from Chanel. The Classic Flap 2.55 and the studded diamond earrings. I feel very pampered geesh. Gotta get back to my books now,

HAPPY NEW YEAR. GET WASTED GET KRUNKED





Alwin's Crazaye Birthday Party

LOVE REMAINS THE SAME

So i m leaving for Winter Wonderland in about 10 hours time and my luggage is still left unpacked, how apt. I have this tendency to overpack and bring my whole wardrobe along with me. Not this time round though, it will be a miracle if it started snowing in here which explains the lack of winter clothings. Nevertheless, i still overpack, some habits are hard to kick off like skipping school for the past 2 weeks which is leaving me clueless with regards to what is going on in school, the projects i have to complete by the first week of January, my SIP report due idk when. OMG i feel so disoriented, and i still have tests to study for. But its the festive season and i will be building snowmans, it will be a sin to worry and Santa won't be very happy about it.

S: How Special am i to you?
A: 1+1 =2 right?
S: Huh?!?!
A: 1+1=3. That's how special you are

Tooooo cute seriously :) Merry Christmas!

Jewel Fest






THE 4.5 Million Lingerie.
2 million for each Boobie
0.5 million for the Panty

OH SO CHARMING

The Secret for every Girl's Happiness would always typically be Chanel, Tiffany's, Manolo Blahniks and every possible Designer handbags, wallets, shoes, jewellery blah blah blah. But certainly the sastisfaction would only last for maybe say a few couple of hours and there she goes, wanting more, something new. The last weekend, i experienced happiness like never before. Friday night candlelight dinner followed by a mini house party at my place. With only a few hours of sleep, we planned a super impromptu road trip to somewhere out of Singapore right after getting out of bed. The next thing i knew, we were already on the road driving to our destination. Saturday & Sunday were spent lying in bed, eating, sleeping, watching TV, heading down to the beach to hear the crashing of waves, falling asleep again. Never in my wildest dreams will i expect myself to feel this happy after so long, material stuff aside. The simplicity of life never fails to amaze me.

But will embracing free love be as easy as flinging off a pair of Fendi flats? That i shall have to wait and see. X

Birthday Girl - Dinner @ Carousel




Zoukkkkk

SHUDDDDDUPPPPPP

3 words. I NEED SLEEP. Since Saturday till today i have been sleeping at 6, 7ish in the morning, waking up 2/3/4 hours after. Temperamental, veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tempereramental. All the bad yin and yang are building up inside, making me veryyyyyyyyyyyyy hot tempered and frustrated. So there i am trying to sleep, hiding my phone in the closet so i won't be able to take any calls.

Suddenly, "BAM" "WHAM" "BANG", Shoutings, Screamings, The doorbell rings. The Aircon man comes, the refrigerator man comes, the stove man whom i really wish will blow this place up and why is everything in my house spoiling at a time when i need to sleep. Brother shouting at Mother, Mother screaming back, Father shouting, Brother talking excitedly with his very loud voice, i force the door open and start yelling for them to lower thier voice. Father, Mother and Brother gang up against me and complains that i shouldn't go to bed so damn early in the morning when the sun is up and smiling and it's not thier fault i wake up from my slumber sleep. Blame the house this puny tiny enclosed house where everyone can hear each other talking "animatedly" and neighbours eavesdropping on others' conversations becasue the walls are like what? 3cm thick. And then when i finally wakes up, everyone shuts up. Even the constructions by the roadside ceases operations. I even skipped bloody school today to sleep. That's it, i am going away.

Solitary Life in Isolation. BRB when i want to.

STACKS ON DECKS

STEVE AOKI at Zouk last night was madness. Nearly died from all the pushing, body slamming, squashing, human stampede. CRAZAYEEE! Phuture was practically empty, for once. Enough partying already, i need to rest and recuperate but Zoukout this weekend, how to say NO to that. Projects are piling up especially that final report i would have to submit by this Friday and i haven't got started on it yet. Damn. Caught Four Christmases just and my X'mas this year would be different from the past years. Fate is playing a mean joke on me idk why but what's meant to be will be and what's not will never be. I will just have to accept whatever comes my way.

Love is just a game
Broken all the same
And i will get over you
Love is just a lie
Happens all the times
Swear i know this much is true

FATAL MISTAKE

Sorry...

Is the only word that i can say to you right now. The very first argument that we had last night keeps replaying in my mind and I hate myself terribly for my childishness, insensitivity and selfish acts. Despite what you are going through which is definitely not easy, i put my concerns ahead of yours without even sparing a thought for your feelings. Knowing that i should be giving you words of comfort to ease your frustration within, i added on to it. And for that, i was being a total Bitch. All i ask of now is your forgiveness and a chance to salvage this friendship which means the world to me. I would do anything to turn the clock around but things happen and i know it's too late to regret. Please do know you mean alot to me and whatever your decision might be, i will always care for you.

X.

LATE NIGHT SEX SO WET SO TIGHT

Urrrrgh.

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy am i feeling sooooooooooooo jealous? Slap me slap me. Fug. Cease those itching fingers from dialling your number only to know that we will end up arguing and quarelling till there's no tomorrow. Cause that's what we always do - fight. And i absolutely detest that fact though its kinda like our trademark. Yes i am staying in on a friday night, which might be causing the jealousy bugs and the bitch within with raging imbalanced hormones. I think i could kill someone now. I just squashed an ant. Nicotine is my new best friend. Double fug. And just thinking about you being out on a Friday night meeting new potential girlfriends is enough to kill. I hate you but then again i don't quite. Need a ciggi now 911, feeling wayyyyyy tooooo agi and fiesty.Arrggh.

On a side note...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL

The only one who keeps me sane at times like this,
for always being there, sharing my pain and joy and sorrows.
I love you much, S.



GENTING :)








Midgets we are






Some random guy.



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