Sunday, June 27, 2010

AND SO IT IS...

"You're like Snow White, poisoned by stupid boys and I'll save you from them. You're like Cinderella, and I got you heels. You're like Aurora, and I'll kiss you so you'll wake up. You're like Ariel, I'll take you to play with sea creatures. You're like Belle, being with me the beast (later he turns into a prince). You're like Jasmine, I'll take you on a magical ride, and you're like Pocahontas, and I'll run with you in the wind. You're like Mulan, brave, and you're like Tiana; you kissed me the frog and I became your prince. Hope this puts a smile on your face. We'll watch all of them one night. Good night my princess." - I

Awww... very cheesy but very sweet. 

Sunday, June 20, 2010

END OF THE ROAD

Things happen when you least expect them to. It catches you by surprise, and throws you off guard. There is no comprehending of the reasons why, even if you replay the questions in your head a million times. Feelings, what an inexplicable existence, causing happiness and sadness to be so perfectly intertwined. Both comes into play, and one cannot function without the other. For without happiness, how can there be sadness? Without hurting, how can one experience true bliss. Things don't always work out the way they are supposed to or as so you thought it would. If its meant to be, its meant to be, no matter what happens. Everything will just fall into place at the right time, the right moment. But even if it doesn't, just remember you will always have my heart. 

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION

Yacht Party 2010 @ One Degree Fifteen - What a great way to kick start the New Year










Sai jumping off the boat in his *ahem* underwear
He really did jump! LOL

20 Bottles of Hard Liquor! Hardcore or not















The Bartenders who were responsible for 95% of those aboard the yacht who got sloshed. 

Drunk pose #1
Drunk pose #2
Drunk pose #3




Since I returned from the UK a few days ago, I haven't been or felt myself at all. Obviously I tried pushing the blame to the jet lag, and the difference in time zones that I have to adjust back to, but I know that these are all just excuses for me to pinpoint the problem. My mind has been in a whirlwind ever since, and I can't seem to eat or sleep or do anything properly. Sometimes, my heart skips a beat and I find myself trying to catch my breath. Other days, it just sinks into this bottomless pit that I can't resist falling into. I catch myself smiling like an idiot at days, yet frowning deep in thought as my fear starts to roll in and devour me. Its all a fucking game. Period. We all have to learn how to play our cards right, read someone else's mind, to gain the upper hand. Scary huh? But you see, everyone wants to win, no one wants to be the loser. So are you able to throw aside all your emotions to get to that point? How far would you go to stay guarded? That's something that I would have to decide.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

AISURU

To live is to prepare for goodbye. 
For loneliness is a friend, who will not betray.
Shiver not in the pouring love, instead, buy an umbrella;
Believe not in happiness, even in the passions of love.
Confess not your love, even if you would die for it.
For love is like a season, it comes and goes to decorate life's boredom;
The moment you call it love, it melts away, an ice sculpture. 
Goodbye, Someday.
Happiness lasts not forever, as despair lasts not forever.
Some days, there is goodbye; some days there is hello.
At death, some look back on being loved; while some look back on having loved.
I shall look back on having loved

Sayonara Itsuka

Friday, June 4, 2010

PONG NA-NA


Ian makes such a cute cowboy.
Hovering between a "mangkali" and terrorist.


Samuel Tan is a cat without whiskers. Actually he was just being vain (as always) and was wearing the mask that can remove black heads. Seriously, he is the only guy I know who wears a facial mask every single day. Talk about being metrosexual or SNAG or whatever.

Bath is so boringgggg. This officially confirms that I am a city person; I will not survive a week in the countryside or in a small town. Because the boredom almost drove me to my grave, I was so relieved and happy to have their company on MSN. Thank God for technology, and skype and msn. Really made my whole morning till noon time bearable, after which I decided to take a short run and walk to the city centre. Okay there's nothing much here actually; almost everything shuts down at 6pm except for the supermarkets, bars and some restaurants.
So when people asked me online what am I doing, I said I am in Bath. And the typical answer I get from them is "huh? And you can use the laptop and msn when u are in bath?" Bath = bathe= shower. I think you get the picture. LOL. At least five have asked me the same thing, not knowing that Bath is actually part of the United Kingdom. Its ok, I myself didn't know that Bath existed before I decided to visit this place. It's just really funny. Alright am gonna crash now, so damn tired from... doing nothing.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

SHENANIGANS

I don't get it, honestly, I don't. How can the heart sway and falter so easily? Or is it simply because everyone is deluding themselves all the time, trying to make the best out of their current partners to fill the void in their lives and avoid lonely spells that kills. When you are with her, you are thinking about another girl, but you tell her you love her and that she is all you want and need. When you are with him, are you constantly asking yourself is he the one, or you are just settling for the sake of it. Love, fairytales and happily-afters do not exist in my world; I just don't believe in them. We can never be truly sastisifed or contented, and more often than not, we decide on something because we cannot get better. Or we might get what we want, to want something even better after that. Everything is a joke at the end of the day. They say if you love someone, you have to be compromising, accomodating and understanding. That is why love isn't enough, because when it vanishes from the relationship, all the above elements disappear alongside it as well. What's left are just broken pieces to be picked up, and no matter how hard you try to piece them back together, it will never return to its original state. I know I sound cynical and skeptical about it, but face it darling, its the sad truth.

London was awesome. But right now I am in Bath and its so boring. The place is gorgeous, but I think I will cry everyday if I were to live here for long. Last night in London was dope. We went bar hopping and club hopping on a tuesday night! UK is about half a day behind. lol. We started off with really good cocktails first at this bar, but it closed at 11pm. So we scooted off to this club/bar called 49 or something. After a few more shots, cocktails and drinks, A. went to buy a bottle of Grey Goose. Brilliant! The 4 of us gulped down more than 3/4 of the bottle in less than an hour. At our peak already, 49 had to close at 2am. We then left for this club in Soho I think, was too high at that time already, and drank even more. OMG. But it was good fun with the new friends that V introduced. Partied till like 6am and then went for breakfast at Macs intoxicated! By the time I got back to the hotel, it was like 6.30am, slept til 11am and had to pack to go to Bath. Will be stuck here for one and a half days more. Gosh. Can't wait for friday, gonna head to Leicester to meet Alex! Till then, xoxo.