SLING SHOTS

Can someone please shoot me? I am jinxed, hopefully for today only, very very unfortunate.

Ok here goes. Grandma called when i was still at work, and she said there was a letter for me, something regarding a parking summon of some sort. But she couldn't comprehend the nature of the letter so she passed it to Grandpa. Grandpa read it and told me i got caught for speeding at Telok Blangah!!! Penalty would be a fine of S$150 and 4 demerit points!!! I only have 12 points to spare. Damn, if its at Telok Blangah, that means that i would receive many many many more letters because i kept speeding these past few days. Of course, i started to panic, get all worried and jelly and i still remembered beating the red light 4 days ago and i think i saw a flash. That would chalk up to at least 20 demerit points! So i "rushed" to Gramps place at the speed of a snail and when i held the letter in my hand, it felt like the whole world just came crashing down on me. How melodramatic but seriously its that bad. My eyes screened through every single word; how i was driving at 75km/hr which exceeded the speed limit of 60km/hr and when reality seems to be kicking in, point 2 caught my eye. "However, in this instance, it serves only as an advisory letter not to speed...."

Is this some kind of joke??? Whoever sent those letters (i cannot say) must be very saddistic and not to mention free. I was just sent to hell and brought back to life again. Just when i thought i could heave a sigh of relief, i saw a parking ticket clipped onto the wipers of my car. A $30 fine!!! Goodness Gracious Holy Cow. What on earth is happening? So i have to google later on "Parking Summons" because i have no clue as to how and where to go to pay for a fine. Great day i had. Totally spoilt the whole "Yay, its the eve of a public holiday mood". The rain is not making things any better as well & instead of having a fun night out, i am staying in. Maybe i will have better luck in my dreams. Gd night

TRUE LOVE KNOWS NO PRIDE

This is really happening aint it? The day where we both drift apart, where our days spent together freezes into something of the past & those memories tucked into a little corner of our hearts. If it makes you a happier person, i am ready to let you go babe but never will i forget us. You used to tell me whats 60 years out of 3 years of being together. But words are just a form of deception, i rather not be told. When i close my eyes, i envision us growing old together; holding hands as we stroll down the beach and reminiscing about our past. My broken heart tears and i just want to find my way back into your arms because that is where i feel safe & secure, sheltered from all the harshness of the world. But you are gone and never coming back again.

I miss you terribly, i really do.

CAUSE TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT THAT I WILL FALL FOR YOU

Monday will soon be history come Tuesday, gone with the Blues. I miss the weekends which was definitely a blast! So i wasted $10 on 4bia reading subtitles, screaming, cursing, covering my face with my hands but leaving a little peep hole so that maybe i could just catch a glimpse of the ghost/ghosts to scare myself. I mean its a ghost show & whats the point if i don't get to see those faces caked up with powder & ketchup smeared all over them. Playing Twister & snapping away retarded Polaroid shots, talking tipsy; bimbo lingo, how such simple things in life can be pleasures of the heart. Hold it! Rewind backwards to MOS where 2 silly crazy wacko girls got stuck in the toilet and had to climb over to the other cubicle in thier drunker stupor after downing a bucketful of happy juice. That was actually H & me, cheap thrills as so they say. On lazy sunday, B brought me on his too cute vespa and we scooted along the Benjamin Sheares Bridge, visited the Car Boot Sale @ Big Splash and the weekends ended with me falling asleep on his shoulders as we rode back home in the wind. My job provides me with free magazines & to all the ladies, there will be a Beauty Bazaar by Isetan & HSBC this weekend featuring SKII, Dior, Shu Uemura, Anna Sui & many more. Just flash your HSBC credit card and receive vouchers from these various merchants. Beauty parties, what more can a girl ask for?

YESTERDAY

I thought our days would last forever but it wasn't our destiny

DARE TO PLAY THE NEVER ENDING GAME?

I WANNA BREAK FREE

Kiss Goodbye to the sluggish weekdays & Bonjour weekends!

Friday night never felt this orgasmic before & so will Saturday & Sunday be as well. Its like opening a new door & stepping into a different dimension like Narnia & i am looking forward to every weekend from now onwards. Chill-out session earlier on tickles & like all times, i find myself enjoying every moment spent with the darlings. We even made plans for the next weekend already, all psyched up yo! Tomorrow spells some fun in the sun & Sunday is reserved for dosages of self-indulgence. This weekend will be pretty damn amazing and so will yours be too! Sweet dreams :)

DREAMS DO COME TRUE

This is my miracle & it was only made possible through God. I am not trying to brag or boast or preach because honestly, deep down within, i do not consider myself to be an intelligent person, neither do i go to church every Sunday. Infact i have stopped going to church for almost 3 years.

This is evidence for people who are struggling, for those who are confused and do not know what to believe in anymore, for those who are on the verge of giving up because nothing seems to be going your way or so you think. Just keep the faith going, and believe in God because i know that without Him, i wouldn't be where i am today. And i know i screwed up my exams real bad, and no this is not bullshit. Literally, i wasn't able to do questions worth 16, 20 marks for SAPM & after clarifying with the teacher regarding the correct solutions, mine was totally wrong. For MA, i scored a B for coursework, so to get an A is practically like running after a bus that you've missed. BTM was a killer! I remembered sweating & shivering at the same time for the whole 2 hrs which seemed like eternity and basically i just crapped my way through without understanding most of the questions. So don't give up yet, you never know what's at the end of the tunnel. God's grace & undying love never fails to see me through the darkest, shakiest moments of my life & all we got to do is just to take a leap of faith.

DAMNED

Wake me up when the Year 2008 ends...

YOU'RE TIPSY, TURNING, ALIVE, BURNING

Back & Bored. I miss everyone in Bangkok so terribly much. But all good things come to an end don't they. The holidays are officially over and internship starts this Wednesday with long working hours from 8.30am-6pm. Hoho but my pay is $800 per month, not that fabulous or generous but hey i am just an intern. Reality is starting to kick in as i 'travel back to earth' leading a lonely mundane lifeless mortal working life. So guess what's my job scope? Maybe maybe i will reveal a little the next time. It came as a surprise though but its definitely a challenge, be it good or bad. Mindset my dear, perspective, its how you choose to look at the situation. ANTM up next, and the weirdest thing is girls digg the show more than guys do.

PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR

Bangkok is the SEX.

I haven't had so much fun in like nearly 3 years and last night was just crazily awesome. But i am nursing the worse hangover ever like when i close my eyes, i see this vision of me being tied to the propellors of the helicopter and there i am spinning spinning spinning. You get my drift. Alcohol consumption is such a sin, it feels good for a moment but the after effects are just horrid. But Ken's pub was way too cool. We had free shooters from 8pm till i don't know what time, courtesy of Ken and the best thing was he allowed me to create my own concoctions and the boys got too drunk. But the best has yet to come.

Drink driving is a crime and it kills but in Thailand, everyone does it and gets away with it scott free. After pubbing, Ken & me left for this club to meet his other group of friends and i swear i could have died in the car last night with almost wasted Ken driving plus traffic here is just chaotic. But the adrenaline rush was just incredible and i was also too high to even feel scared at a speed of i think 140km/hr cause i was suffering from mental retardation.

And when we arrived at the club, Ken went in first to get me an id since i am not 20 yet but a brilliante idea struck me. Coyly, i walked over to the bouncers and told them i needed to use the toilet urgently and they let me in without asking for my id. And thats how i sneaked in, must be the alcohol. But i had to borrow this guy's phone to call my phone which was with Ken and turns out that the guy was Pap's friend. So till 2am, we danced to Thai music played by a live band and though i didn understand a single thing, it was amazing.

Shopping bores me, i can't believe i actually said that. Ciao

BITCH SLAP

Greetings from the land of chaos,riots, protests & bombings. I am safe and enjoying myself very much actually so thanks for the concern everyone :) Well the prime minister declared a state of emergency today due to the riots that occurred last night which wounded and killed some. Me not being able to sleep was watching the footage of the riots live on TV.

Human nature! How interesting you know, going against one another of the same nationality just like how friends whom you think are trustworthy suddenly turns around and stabs you in the back. So since me & Vic went on the trip alone, just 2 of us girls, she got super scared this morning when she heard of the news & wanted to go back home badly. I on the other hand wanted to stay for a few more days because i haven't really spent time with my Thai friends yet and seeing how terrified she was to the brink of tears, we parted ways and the hotel was nice enough to refund us the money plus deposit. Immediately i called up Ken and he was uber sweet to rush down after school to pick me up from my hotel.

Thai people are painfully nice & genuine. So right now i am staying put at Aunt Jetima, Ken, Bank, Tab, Pap, & Bam's pent house, situated on the 29th floor overlooking the most beautiful view in Bangkok i have ever seen. Pap was super duper sweet to give up his room for me or else i would be staying alone all by myself in en empty spare apartment downstairs and Bank sacrificed his laptop for me so i could use the internet. Ken has driven me around for the past few days so much so that i feel so bad & Aunt Jetima, the loveliest lady ever was so hospitable towards me. Everyone's awfully kind i feel oh so very touched.

Interestingly, the legal age to club here is 20 so of course i haven't experienced the clubbing life in here. Moreover if me & Vic goes alone, just the 2 of us girls, it would be very dangerous. But tomorrow Ken will be bringing me to his pub that he opened with a few of his friends and Pap will be bringing me shopping in the afternoon. Can't wait! Maybe i can meet Brian for lunch as well. The bed's huge & comfy & calling out to me. Good night people, xoxo