SOMEWHERE WE WENT WRONG

Lies. How often do we do commit such 'crimes' ? To our parents, our friends, our lovers, our ex-lovers. Yes, I for one am guilty as charged. But more often than not, why do we do so? It is an act done out of selfishness. Be it to protect oneself or to protect the other person from being hurt after knowing the truth but either way, it leaves you feeling heavy laden. And what's worse is if the person that you have lied to finds out and walks away feeling betrayed. You will then be left alone trying to piece back the broken pieces but whatever it is, it will be difficult to trust again. I am not very sure whether what we are doing here is right, but to the person that I am lying to just to prevent you from getting hurt I am very very sorry. I hope you know with all your heart that whatever I am doing, I really have no intention of hurting you by lying to you. But this is the only way out. Unfortunately....

Sven's 21st at Walawala

Dick's 21st at Chijmes

Lucky boy got to dirty dance with this HAWT babe

Nick's House Party

NEVER SAY NEVER

Friday was a blast. Threw a surprise birthday party at The Ritz Carlton and yes the birthday boy was very SURPRISED! So I had been planning for weeks on the perfect lie and Poker Tournament was the best bluff ever. Thanks to Kelvin & Qing who made such good partners in crime and it wasn't an easy task especially when Ian was asking so many questions about the Poker Tournament and they just had to keep distracting him and coming up with more lies while the rest of us who knew about the little secret had to pretend that we knew nothing about what's going on. Also thank you to those who came down especially A. who was sick and still helped me with the preparations :) Ahhh I just love to spring surprises on people, the look on thier faces is simply just priceless. Anyway I will be flying off again soonnnnnnn and I really need to settle my University stuff but I just am unable to decide which school should I go to. And and a "cheque" of 535 dollars arrived in the letterbox woohoo. Sweet! Gotta get back to poker! Nights :)

Happy Birthday :)


Zouk/Phuture

SNAP OUTTA IT

I hate goodbyes. Especially when the one leaving this friday is one of my closest gfs. Its so saddening because he or she has already become a part of your life and to bid them farewell is like losing a part of yourself with them as well. Oh wells. So I attended my graduation ceremony 3 days back and I really miss school. Did I mention that one of my greatest dream is to continue studying like forever. Working sucks big time unless you are doing something you really like or else its just so mundane. Waking up at 9am everyday, and knocking off really late at night. Unlike going to school, where you can skip lectures, buy MCs, and do nonsense. That explains why I am not getting a job even though I know I should get one and stop bumming. So yes back to graduation, we were all dressed in gowns, those that Harry Potter and gang wears except that we didn't have our brooms and wands. Not a fan of Harry Potter so yeah. Initially I was insistent about not going cause I hate audiences and stages not that I have stage fright but rather I have this weird feeling inside me that makes me feel as if I will trip and fall flat on my face everytime I am up on stage. Okay that didn't happen but something else did! So embarrassing also la! Nvm I will get over it eventually I hope lol. On a side note, tomorrow is Friday wheeeeeeeeeee :)

No matter which part of the world you are at, you will always remain in our hearts.

Michelle's 19th birthday bash - Perth

When Louie sings, every girl's heart starts melting

HUMANITY.

Who's genuine and who's not? Only time will tell. Karma is a bitch, it bites you back ten times worse. So there is no need for confrontation, or to expose the person for all the nasty rumours and backstabbing because what goes around comes around. That's the sad truth and people out there have eyes to see and ears to hear. Many a times, its not about revenge or getting back at the person for what he/she has done. Yes, hurt and misery will be involved for choosing to trust in the wrong person only to be betrayed at the end, or seeing years of friendship being reduced to dust, but I guess we all have to learn it the hard way and eventually we become wiser in deciding who we wanna trust and determine who our good friends really are. A leopard never changes its spots, that's something I have always believed in. Just like how impatient I can get all the time, or my nasty temper if I get really angry or just how indecisive I am. These are all the negative traits that might just stay with me for the rest of my life. So I have been forgiving the past few times but my tolerance has its limits too and enough is enough. I do not like to put up this facade of how things are alright between us and the fact that I am putting aside all that you have said behind my back, so I do not want to pretend anymore. I treated you as one of my closest friend once but maybe you just don't know how to treasure friendships and thus I will walk away from it. I just hope that one day you will learn how not to take for granted the people around you who truly cares.

Perth's Zoo :)