LET'S HAVE SOME FUN

The Night I Didn't Remember...

So I partied too much too hard last week, pokered after partying and fell ill as a result. And my greatest regret is missing out on my freshmen teambuilding camp. Sometimes I wonder why I do what I do. Anyohow, crashed NTU's bash at Butter last Thurs. Well it wasn't meant to be initially. But so happened that NTU was holding thier bash at Butter and it was a private event and we were at Butter too for this Malibu event which was not very fantastic being a Thursday so we crashed thier bash. The bouncers were nice enough to let us in and it was hell fun. Well for us it was, for them, I dunno. People were sleeping away in rows despite the loud music and "rah-rahs" Friday was one of those good nights at Zouk, then pokered all the way till 9am which caused me to fall ill. Sigh. For the record, I bought 7 pieces of clothing online within 2 days? Online shopping is hell addictive man. And I am also addicted to "The City" not that I really watch "The Hills" but "The City" is good since Gossip Girl's not out yet. Business camp tomorrow till Saturday, my first Uni camp since I missed the compulsory one but oh wells at least we are not sleeping in tents. Till then :)

WHEN WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH

You slam the door
like those times before
and you're about to make me pay
for something that I did wrong today
You look at me
like it's time to grief
and it's obvious your minds made up
sorry it won't be quite enough
and i brace myself cause I know

There's a cold front on its way
I could feel it in your touch
words that you don't say
and they're leaving me frozen
my favorite moment
I've been making that thing
that a dilly goes on
I've got to stay warm

How long will this last
hope this storm can overlong before we crash
all the precautions that we didn't take
conditions that we never made
accumulate and now that we are face to face

There's a cold front on its way
I could feel it in your touch
words that you don't say
and they're leaving me frozen
my favorite moment
I've been making that thing
that a dilly goes on
I've got to stay warm

if I could wish winter away
when I see that look and know the clouds are gone
so vivid nowI know this could fade

UNEXPECTED

Today I had my first car accident but I wasn't driving. The car was stationary when it happened but still it was I would say, traumatising. So X. & me went to grab food and he alighted at the side of the road which wasn't exactly the main road, kinda like a small lane next to the food stall. I was in the passenger front seat at that time and I wanted to grab my phone from the back seat to make a phone call. As I was stretching over to the back seat to search for my phone which was covered by piles of dirty clothes to be sent for laundry, 'BANG!' and I can't quite remember my reaction and what I saw for the next 3 seconds or so cause I was just too stunned to do anything. Quickly I snapped out of it and to my horror the side window was badly smashed by this huge lorry and yes my face was just next to it. Thank God the shattered glass pieces didn't fly into my eyes and I only had a small cut on my hand which I realized only awhile later. When I got out of the car, I saw C. coincidentally who witnessed everything and she was also kinda in shock but thankfully for bumping into someone familiar when it happened since X. wasn't back yet. Cut the long story short, we got the driver to sign that he would assume full responsibility for the accident. Kinda sad la cause he might lose his job as he was making a delivery at that time. My mum went bonkers when she heard her car was damaged, well expected but she cooled down after learning of the whole story. I reckon that tomorrow's gonna be a long day so I better turn in now. Night!

Hong Kong Ocean Park

YOURS TRULY

Happy Birthday A.

You still annoy the hell outta me, tease me till I go crazy. Laugh at my clumpsiness & listen to my troubles. Cycle with me along the beach whenever I am down & do whatever you can to make me smile. I am thankful that after going through so much that we have in the past, we can be, and are still good friends. Hoped you liked the mini surprise at 12 last night.

Love,
S.

INSUPPRESSIBLE.

Hong Kong

Coincidence? A resounding yes. Something more? A shaky possibility. A hopeful possibility. So when is a coincidence just a coincidence? And when, if at all, should it be seen as something more? At a time like this? This, I have realised, is the time when what was once clear has instead become cloudy, and what was once considered bizarre has now become a possiblity.

It is during troubled times like these that people see straight, though others watch with concern and try to convinve then that they can't. Weighted minds are just so because of all of thier new thoughts. But when those who have passed through thier troubles and come out of the other side suddenly embrace thier new beliefs wholeheartedly, it is viewed with cynicism by others. Why? Because when you are in trouble you look harder for answers than those who aren't, and it's those answers that help you through. So is this the answer or merely an answer I am looking for? I believe that answers present themselves. They are not hidden under rocks or camouflaged among trees. Answers are right there, in front of our eyes. But if you haven't pause to look, then of course you will probably never find them.

CHURNING BUTTERFLIES

Half of my life was being sucked out of me, like literally. So I fell asleep around say 2.30am and was jolted from my sleep an hour later. The pain was excruciatingly unbearable; I had to go on all four just to make my way around. Half an hour later, I was being sent to the hospital. Doctor wanted to give me a jab but I declined the "invitation". By the time I got home it was close to 6am which means I would have to forsake the school event at 8am. Okay I am not a school person, like being all enthusiastic about attending activities and stuff, screaming and cheering my head off. Never in secondary school and in polytechnic but this time its different, I actually looked forward to all the activities for the current project I am attending. Maybe all the bumming has gotten to my head, and I am actually doing something different apart from sleeping, eating, travelling, partying, drinking, pokering, just bumming around. Around 2pm, A. drove over with a hot bowl of dumpling soup which of course I couldn't really finish due to my loss of appetite but it was sweet of him to do so. I need to get well real soon because the girls are heading to Zouk tmr, 2 farewells & 1 birthday, how could I miss it. Will just stay away from the alcohol I guess. Might not be a bad thing after all right? lol

Yang Ming Shan

Back to Shilin Food market before we depart from Taipei