RUBBER BANDS

This just cracks me up. Really adorable I must say. That aside, people do the weirdest things in clubs. It's such a joke at times to just stand there, people watch, and laugh your lungs out. Well I just did. What a dramatic night; him her she they. Goodnight!

FEEL NO MORE

Ripped

My intuitions are mostly accurate, not 100% maybe but I would say 99.5%. So yeah my intuitions proved me right this time again. Its not what you do that I am concerned about,but rather time and again you have to keep lying about things. Oh wait i forgot, you were a liar to begin with, since day 1. All those words you promised me you never kept and when the cat gets out of the bag, I find myself falling after picking myself up. So I shall stop probing, or even better I will stop caring. You are a fucking waste of my time. Enjoy yourself with whoever it is.

STARWISH

Things that put a smile on my face the past week

-always & forever

-all time favourite

-Gaberas (From a very sweet boy)

- Kenzo Flower Gift & the Awfully Cheesy Postcard

23rd Feb, please sweep me off my feet. I can't contain my excitement no more.

But for now, its back to Law. Till then :)

SO WHAT?

JK: What you doing later ah? V'day eh, fucking no plans, pathetic
S: I am having a Valentine Suicide Party later. Wanna come?
JK: Suicide?
S: Everyone's bringing knives and scapels to cut themselves.
JK: I bring chopper already. I cut you can anot? You cut yourself i cut you also lor.
S: Can! We cut each other. Just come la
JK: OMG KNN i tell you just now i saw 2 guys holding hands. V'day jiu shi V'day. Sibei wu JI
S: KNN last midnight i saw 2 cats cuddling each other. WTF cats also got dates
JK: We humans, we don't have. SIMI LJ, i go date my soft toy already.
S: HAHAHA
JK: Later i go driving suicide alrdy. I gonna ZHAM the acceleration pedal
S: Dun die like tt la, not Glamorous. Want die also must die in a Glamorous way.
JK: So later all die at your house with knives very glamorous la?
S: OF COURSE! We bleed to death. So symbolical of our hearts bleeding because of love can.
JK: That is if later u poke ur heart, not slit ur wrist.
S: -_-

That's Valentine's day for jaded, depressed, lonely people like us who have fallen in and out of love too many times to know that love is nothing but a curse. So enjoy your fairytale while you can because nothing lasts forever.

FUNNY NIGHT OUT

Emaciated
To make or become extremely thin, especially as a result of starvation.

A waif's progress - beauty becomes a collective dream, available to anyone who can afford the clobber or put themselves on the punitive diet, it begins as the possession of a single, quirky individual. It is defined as the most devoutly ideal of human notions, and also the harshest and most heartless.

She is naked on a tropical beach, with a looped shell necklace arranged to cover her nipples and dangle into her groin; though her skin is tanned, not whitely marmoreal, she has the same ripe mouth as the Roman figure, and the same wayward serpentine hair. But she has not lost her lower body, which curves out of the frame - her bare bottom retouched to look curvier - as an enticement to fantasy.

A goddess was carved by the Roman sculptor, entitled Naked Portrait 2002. Today, the divine image is invested in one of those flighty beings we call supermodels. So does the goddess represent the high point of civilisation? Or an auguryof its end?

EMPTINESS IN BOTOMLESS PITS

Close your eyes and stare into the dark, staring into that immeasurable blackness that stretches far beyond closed eyelids. Though I am lying still, I feel perched at the highest point i could possibly be; clutching at a star in the night sky with my legs dangling above cold black nothingness. Taking one last look at my fingers wrapped around the light, I let go and down I fall, then float and fall again, I wait for the land of my life. Behind the gauzed screen of shut-eye lies mere distractions that keep us awake but a sign that there's life beyond. But there's no life in me. None that I can feel as a deep black ocean forms around me from where I've fallen.

Rushing, rushing, rushing. We are always rushing. Never have enough time here, always trying to make our way there. Need to have left here five minutes ago, need to be there now. The phone rings again and I acknowledge the irony. Could have taken my time and answered it now.

Now, not then. Could have taken all the time in the world on each of those steps. But we're always rushing. All, but my heart. That slows now. I don't mind so much. I've landed now, the land of my life. And still, my heart pumps on.

Even when broken it still works.

ESPRESSO NICOTINE & COMFORT FOOD

Time Check:4am and my groupmates have all ditched me for their beauty sleep. Well boys will always be boys. So here I am struggling with my report thinking of marketing strategies and promotional tools while people around me are either eating, sleeping or playing cards. The three shots of espresso has performed its duties well enough for me to be kept wide awake at such an untimely hour. Oh damn it! Everything was working out perfectly fine until I hit a mental block and stumbled. Now my brain is jammed, all stuffed up with too much caffeine. Uh no I am not leaving this place without completing my work even if I live to see the sunrise. Okay the guy in front of me who is fast asleep is breathing so weirdly that he is making funny beeping noises with his nostrils. Very funny but very annoying too. Luggages, duffels, passports, boarding tickets!!! How unfair, once school's over I am outta here. Desperately needing to get a life again, I have none now. Friday was spent in school till 12 midnight doing project starting from 10am in the morning. Until now at freaking 4am on a Saturday morning I am still doing project ALONE! Really i feel so damn loserish.

Oh this is the joy of the rose.
That it blows, and goes.

THE PAST THREE YEARS WERE JUST PRETENCE

The intense mental, physical & emotional exhaustion has reached its peak and it's way too unbearable to handle. Being indecisive all the time, I am never good with choices but life never fails to shower us with such lovely presents. If a situation presents itself with two choices, I tend to want both despite the dire consequences which may follow suit or rather we have to accept the fact that we can't have the best of both worlds. The fear of deciding kicks in because each decision made will be accompanied by a certain degree of undesired emotions. And when faced with an unpleasant occurance along the path chosen, you stop you pause and you think "What if I have taken the other path? Maybe things would have been different altogether." The grass might not be greener on the other side of the pasture, that's how the story goes. I need to choose and I need to decide, because if i don't, I will never be able to free myself of this bondage.

I gave my best to you but the best aint enough. So while you go seeking for your lost soul, building up that paradise of yours, I feel so distant, neglected and soon to be forgotten. So I ask myself why do I commit such acts of foolishness over and over again only to end up where I first started. And there can only be one answer, the answer being...

GIVING UP ON HALF EMPTY GLASSES

F: "We go catch elephants one day. Haha.Catch catch. I want to catch lions and tigers. Bite you away"
S: "No we go find Peterpan ok and Neverland."
F: "You are my tinkle bell. I'm your Peterpan. I don't like captain hook. He catch me. I don't like. You can escape Tinklebell! You try your best! I love rock and roll. Roll roll roll your boat. Gently down the lane."

The effects of alcohol! Too much of it actually. Releasing happy vibes and hormones and all those pent up stress and frustration over the past week. We are just breakable girls and boys. Camping at the airport in the wee hours of the morning and cramping all that law notes into our heads. Sleeping at 1am and giving each other wake up calls at freaking 3am only to hear whining and screaming and um according to someone moaning? haha. Someone has been extremely understanding lately despite me throwing tantrums and bitchy moodswings and I really appreciate it alot. That aside, Daddy bought me a new toy which I love so very much. Gotta go roll around in the park now :)

STRANGE & BEAUTIFUL

I woke up today with a very puzzled question stuck in my head. Why do doughnuts have a hole in the middle? (Apart from the improvised versions of doughnuts which do not have holes but rather fillings in them which shouldn't even be called doughnuts anymore)

So it's been one hell of a hectic week, and more of such weeks to come. School's a bitch, a big fat one in fact. Everyday passes me by with a list of studying and projects to be completed. Sigh. Then there's uni applications to ponder about. Overseas or Local? I very much would love to head down to America but then there's the gap year and other issues to consider. But if I choose to stay, it would be my greatest regret. All the whatiff-ingsssss, screwing up the mind, making things harder than it seems. It's the weekends again, and my books will be my companion to stay. At this instance, my life kinda sucks. Retail Therapy has even lost all its appeal, how did it even end up like this.

The Creek Drank The Cradle.

HELLO 2009

2009 is just a couple of hours away and i am finally back from Winter Wonderland. Out of the 8 days there, it only snowed on my birthday and that was the best birthday present ever because
when i was a little girl, i always wished that it would start snowing on my birthday. Did i mention that snow flakes are soooooooooooo pretty, i wanted to bring them home. Christmas was spent at the amusement park and i couldn't stop laughing at how the boys there sounded when they screamed. Gosh i wish my holiday didn't have to end that soon, it was FantaBulous with a Capital F and B. After coming back, we left again for a short cruise trip and i only got back yesterday morning. To my utter horror, i found out that i have 2 tests next week, 1 report submision by this friday and another one by next monday. How screwed am i. My first New Year resolution will be getting my priorities right and locking myself up for the next 2 months. New Year Party tonight but i am still contemplating whether to go or to spend the New Year with my books. Sigh.

This morning, 'I' drove by and passed me a parcel that left me speechless :)
So this birthday i had 2 very awesome presents from Chanel. The Classic Flap 2.55 and the studded diamond earrings. I feel very pampered geesh. Gotta get back to my books now,

HAPPY NEW YEAR. GET WASTED GET KRUNKED





Alwin's Crazaye Birthday Party

LOVE REMAINS THE SAME

So i m leaving for Winter Wonderland in about 10 hours time and my luggage is still left unpacked, how apt. I have this tendency to overpack and bring my whole wardrobe along with me. Not this time round though, it will be a miracle if it started snowing in here which explains the lack of winter clothings. Nevertheless, i still overpack, some habits are hard to kick off like skipping school for the past 2 weeks which is leaving me clueless with regards to what is going on in school, the projects i have to complete by the first week of January, my SIP report due idk when. OMG i feel so disoriented, and i still have tests to study for. But its the festive season and i will be building snowmans, it will be a sin to worry and Santa won't be very happy about it.

S: How Special am i to you?
A: 1+1 =2 right?
S: Huh?!?!
A: 1+1=3. That's how special you are

Tooooo cute seriously :) Merry Christmas!

Jewel Fest






THE 4.5 Million Lingerie.
2 million for each Boobie
0.5 million for the Panty